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She's so poised and she answer questions like really answers them. she knows what she's doing and how to market herself. She's incredibly in love with her fan base and her projects. Her career is her life. Love her or hate her you have to admit she's more genuine and serious about her art than most artists are these days. Maybe its because she writes her own music, designs, her own outifts and has a serious hand in all her projects. I wish more famous people were this serious.

In answer to questions about what tatts I'm getting....


I want to get a few. One would be a rosary on my right fore arm that has my grandmother's name over it.

another one would be on my left for arm with some kind of hebrew phrase on it. I was thinking "I am who I am" or something like that.


why religious tatts? i am not Jewish or catholic but I have my reasons. One I am not catholic but my grandmother's faith is moving to me. She prays for each one of her grandchildren each night and her life has been a sacrifice to her family. I dont believe in saints but if I did I would nominate her.

the Hebrew phrase if for a variety of reasons. one main one being it will kind of remind me of my father who is obsessed with the history of Jewish culture. Contrary to the stereotype of christians not liking Jewish people my father is enamored with their culture and history. How can you not be its fascinating and pervades all our literature and culture in my opinion. Most of my favorite authors, directors and actors are Jewish. I dont know if that makes sense but thats why I'd get the tattoo..



Lastly I'm a fan of religion. I find it fascinating and I am spiritual person. I'm open I love to learn about new things and experience new things. I use to run from the fact that I was religious because of the way people look down on it and judge people for it, but I'm a positive and open person and I think I can attest to the fact that not everyone is like that. You should be proud of who you are and religion is a part of who I am.

Thats Right bitches!!!! I'm going to a 30 Seconds to Mars concert. Theres one here in dallas, but its "how the edge stole christmas" no thanx! I'm going to houston with my buddy Kara. They are headlining at the Verizon Wireless theater. I'm not going to the one in Dallas one because I didnt know about it before I planned the Houston trip and two if I go to the one in Dallas I'd be uninviting Kara and it would be hard to get there after work. I'd have to take two days off instead of one. Anyway I'm hella excited because I've missed every concert I've tried to go to this year. Here's the list of every concert this year that I missed: U2, Lady Gaga/kanye(cancelled), Lady Gaga Monsterball(not coming to Texas!!), Marilyn Manson, Incubus, NIN(last show ever), Depeche Mode, The Cure.


Seriously I was getting really bummed. I really wanted to see all of those! it was totally impossible so now I'm finally going to a concert, and spending some girl time with kara. we are both very excited even though she is no 30 Seconds to Mars fan or anything like that. ALl the tickets were basically just general admission so dirt cheap. this means I have just as much chance as any one else of getting super close to the stage though. I just wanna act like a young person for once and go up there and get in the pit etc have fun! I cannot wait!!! I'm gonna get all dressed up and I"m kinda hoping I have my tattoo by then!! ...freak out!!
*edit major edit* omg by tattoo I forget none of you know what I"m talking about!!! Not a band tattoo holy crap thank god! I mean a couple other ones I've had in mind...jeez...I made myself sound even more obsessed than I already do!!


I"m really tempted to bring my paparazzi lens even though I know I might smashed along with my camera in the pit. Feel free to encourage me not too.


anyways have an old pic of the band when they were 4 and not 3..

I had someone tell me last week I dress eccentric. I know for a fact a few people at the office think my wardrobe is just like off the wall and I seriously dont get it. Let me illustrate for you what they think is completely bonkers. Let me start by saying there is no dress code at my job its casual. 99 percent of the people who work there wear tshirts and jeans. The others dress like old ladies. eww... anyway so I tried to update my wardrobe and dress a little nicer. Yet i just get criticized...see what you think of my ZANY outfits...

This is one of those jersey type dresses. The top is TSHIRT material and the bottom is like a dress. Its longer on me and I wear it with black tights and pumps. Well I stress the tshirt part because every time I wear it someone says "Why are you so dressed up???" like i'm going to prom or something. I mean seriously its a pretty casual outfit.



Here is a plaid dress it goes almost to my knees cuz I'm so short. I wear it with tights and a leather jacket. Some girl at work goes "Oh wow aren't you cold???" implying I'm scantily clad...









Ok those give me the most trouble then theres my pants. I have some distress jeans which get weird looks and on occansion i'll roll up each side of my pant leg like this. Its totally normal and i've seen it in mags and on website everywhere for clothes. People have actually made comments that I should be emberrased... can you process that??? this is how it looks





Its almost impossible these days to find jeans that are NOT skinny jeans as a result most of the styels tend toward this look I have some boats identical to the picture below and of course I put the pant leg on the inside of the show. People at my job have told me this looks dorky awkward etc. Which I find INSANE because its so hard to even find wide pant legs right now and the look to wear your boots is almost always pant leg in anyway. I am just posting this one pic but I have knee length boots and ankle boots both get odd looks at my job. Doe these look bizarre to you??






Ok so lastly you guys know if you go to the mall you are BOMBARDED with plaid. I have like 3 plaid shirts. To be honest I've always like them and now their in style...well NOT at my job. I get made fun of every time I wear one.




This past weekend i wore something really dressed down. The weekend team dresses like slobs a lot of the time. Everyone knows this. I wore my work out clothes just this once. the boss happened to pop in that day but didnt see me. I told a fellow cowerker I was gald he didnt seem so dressed down and she goes. "Well he sees how you dress he wouldnt be surprised" or something to that effect implying my outfits are so nutty he already thinks i'm like crazy or something.


It would be one thing if I took incredibly brave fashion risks...but i dont. Over the half the time I just wear jeans and a thsirt. Some days I dress up a lil nicer, but these kinds of comments are wearing me down. I mean the people at my job dress like they are going to a casual church. Its frumpy and outdated. Yet they site around and criticize me? So I'm asking you guys is this stuff crazy. Do you not see anyone wearing this stuff??? I feel really like...shocked and kind of not sure what to think...

Did you know my boyfriend nick kinda looks like the livelavalive kid? He has the same face shape. I noticed because nick is always whining his face isn't long enough and therefore not "manly" enough and that his nose is "too wide" and "not long enough". *eyeroll!!!* well this kid kinda looks like nick! only nick is cuter and if you can believe it...funnier





also dear zefron...you are not allowed to be so damn cute, but also a total sweety! Seriously you need to pup the douche factor because that would make your millions of drooling fans feel better. "well yeah I he would never date me...but I hear he's a big douche" sounds better than "Yeah he's hot and has a great personality...*cries*"

I'll post more tomorrow... had a good time at the shoot today. this has been really fun!

Repost! since that first blog had issues.

"Bored to Death" will be back next season! The show was basically on the verge of being cancelled but eclectic dorks such as myself have apperantely saved it! I'll admit I did not enjoy the first ep but its been picking up since then. I love Jason Shcwartzman and I love Jonathan Ames. I'm sure it will get better as it goes on because Jonathan Ames is an awesome writer and who doens't like Jason? Jonthan ames is one of those writers I've sort of been into for the past few months that is not really that famous yet, but I see a lot of potential and I really was gunning for him when I found out about this project and the movie adaption of one of his books. Really cool stuff...anyway start watching!!!



http://artsbeat.blogs.nytimes.com/2009/10/07/hbo-renews-bored-to-death/

I am officially devastated!!!

Stop being so Vain,

Not everything is about how much you weigh or what clothes and make up you wear. Someday people will love to be around you because of your positive attitude and because you're so much fun. If it makes you feel any better you will lose those 25 plus lbs and you'll keep em off for over 23 years. Someday those bitches that made fun of your dieting and exercise will be asking you for fitness tips. No you wont be a super model and no you wont be the skinniest person you know. But youll look better at 25 than you ever did in all 4 years of highschool combined. A lot of that isn't your weight its your self confidence. The boldness to go to the gym, salon, mall and know you deserve good things. In time the outside will reflect the inside. Although it will be a painful slow process. You'll have years of looking like total shiz, but you'll emerge a better version of yourself. Once you finally decide you are fine just the way you are everything else will fall in to place. You'll notice people noticing you like never before. Maybe they can feel it too. You'll stop judging others based on appearance. You'll quit trying to find the cool crowd to fit in with. You'll appreciate all the amazing people in your life that have stuck by you instead. The people that were really then when you were at the lowest of the low instead of that friend that was better looking than you and could get into the hottest clubs and parties. Those kind of people love weaklings to build  themselves up but you are so done with that.  Teenage Lisa you have a lot going for you and you'll mess it up for awhile until you finally get it through your head that all those close nerdy friends and your lame parents really love you. You dont even realize how amazing they really are and when you finally do it will bring a tear to your eye and you will realize how blessed you were and are to have them in your life. In the end you'll decide that to get good friends and family in your life, you will have to start being a good person yourself. Vain self centered people aren't always the hottest sometimes its the most jealousy controlled awkward looking teens like yourself.  When you finally take your attention off of just you will turn around to find so many amazing things and people in your life. You willl not only be better looking on the outside, you will be beautiful on the inside as well. This all sounds so cheesy to you I know, but in time you'll come to realize just how true it really is...


Sincerly

25 year OLD  Lisa

p/s dont worry its never too late to start being a better looking/feeling person.

I had a fairly productive day off. Been awhile since I could do all my laundry, clean my room, clean all my makeup brushes...seriously it was good...